My throat hurts. 

maybe its from sleeping with my mouth wide open all night. 

i dont have a beard yet. 

I keep thinking i feel differently, but im pretty sure i dont. 

except for a sore shot area. 

oh well. 

im pondering when i should do pic comparisons 

I started T today. 200 mg of testosterone enthanate. the nurse put it in my hip area which i thought was odd. im going to do some research in a little while

for reals. 

im excited. but nervous. 

i need to go get my rx for T filled soon. i realized he made it out for enanthate. not a big deal i suppose. 

Length - 7mm

width - 4mm 

I was supposed to start T today, but my therapist never sent my records to my doctors office. Apparently, 6 weeks isnt long enough to fax a piece of paper over. 

So, my new T date is 7/12/10

I am really excited, but im actually kind of scared at the same time. I guess im only scared because i dont know what will happen with the changes or what is going to happen with my life.  will i keep all of my friends? or family? 

I am so excited for this, but I don’t want to have to wait for the changes. I know that sounds silly, but I just wish it was like *wabam* and everything was done. But, i know thats not the way it is. 

I just cant believe this is actually happening. I have wanted and waited for this for so long and now that its actually here, it just seems unreal.  

Let’s do this. 

My name is Logan.  I’m a 24 year old ftm from Maine.  I made this tumblr in hopes to document the first year of my transition.  I am pre-t and pre-surgery right now, but I start T on 6/28/10 which is in 3 days. 

I am going to try to post everyday, whether its a sentence or a picture or a novel.  So, look forward to lots of posts about my transition!